Since that incident, I rarely texted anyone except my mom. Didn't e-mail anyone except my teachers if I had to ask them a question. Didn't call anyone except my grandparents, my mom, when ordering food. I joined Facebook in 2012. I never talked to anyone outside of commenting on their posts or interaction in groups. I just don't know what's wrong with me. When I added someone they ended up deleting me in less than a week. I didn't do or say anything wrong.
People on my Facebook are notorious for dropping you if you don't talk to them. I openly stated why I do not message first some people understood and some didn't.
I have little to no friends left from band/color guard, gymnastics left because they all left me out of the blue. When I did nothing wrong. Maybe they left when they saw I had a mental illness.
The last straw was when a friend dropped me so easily because I didn't talk to them all the time even though I directly told them why. I will never understand. Why is it so hard for me to keep friends. Am I that bad? I got depressed because I am sick and tired or friending people only for them to leave me over something I didn't ask for. Do you really think I asked to have anxiety? No!
I didn't really have a healthy coping method for these. I played a game called Undertale and that seemed to help with the depression of that 'friend' leaving me. If you wanna check out my walkthrough, here is my gaming YouTube channel.
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You should not just pack up and leave someone over something they did not ask for. Why not be there for them instead of just packing up and leaving? You are contributing to their depression. They may see there is no point in being alive if people leave them left and right.
I hope that you understand that no illness is easy to deal with, we just need a shoulder to lean on.